there isn't a single person on the planet with my skillset, my obsession, my taste, my resourcefulness - for the specific thing that i am doing i understand things that couldn't be communicated. no one would listen if i said it. but i know it. in my bones i'm going to win

i really mean this it is extremely painful for me to be faced with the opportunity cost of my time. that is my biggest problem. that's how sure i am. every minute that slips by, every day i am too tired to stay focused. it hurts because i know how much it is worth

it's not because i'm particularly smart. i am sort of, but i have a bunch of negative qualities. i'm not the best at anything I do. except for the thing that i do - which is anything, and everything, the most insane, inane thing. if it works, it works. no hesitation

"if it's possible, why hasn't anyone done it yet?" I know. I know, if people knew it was possible, they would do it. But no one believes in themselves, man. No one wants to try. Everyone is afraid of failure. No one wants to be an amateur. Everyone wants to be comfortable.

it's not just possible it's easy

i'm going to win